Losing someone

Losing someone you know and you care about is always a very hard thing to experienced.
I lose my 78 years old Grandma the day before yesterday (the reason i didn't online these past couple of days) and well, the moment i found out that incident and the point (that i'll never see my Grandma again) sunked in... i cried, practically a human fountain! It's so sudden and shocking! I actually just talked to her the day before and though she looked weak, she look fine to me! and the next mornin she just have a fever and passed away like that... i don't understand and cannot believe that her health was that bad... The doctor said it's because of the shock from her broken leg. 

People used to say, "Regrets always come late".. and right now, I feel... i feel like i have regrets! I regret i don't talk to her more that i did, and i regret i don't spend more time with her than i did! Perhaps, it's grieve that make me feels like this.. But eventhough so, i sure do miss having small talk with her or even just to see her sitting at the front porch like usual...

This entry is made special to my Grandma. I hope you're in a better place and in peace now and, I know i rarely said this to you and yes, i regret it too... I love you.

Comments

[Amy]

Marlina,

I am so sorry to hear that your grandma passed away. 78 is young nowadays, and it is always harder when it happens unexpectedly. I, luckily, haven't lost anyone close to me -- yet. So I can only imagine how you must feel.

Please know that I'm certain that your Grandma KNEW that you loved her very, very much. And if it is of any comfort, at least she did not have to suffer for a long time.

Hugs to you, dear. I will keep you in my thoughts.

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[Joan]

Our deepest condolonce for your losing, Marlina.

[Marlina]

Thank you both of you. Your words mean so much to me.

Hugs! Group Hugs!
Lin.

[' ' 'My NamE iS]

my deepest sympatethic for ur grandma marlina...
i know how hard to lose ur family..
b strong... remember what u said...
what didn't kill us make us stronger..

[Marlina]

Thank you Shin for reminding me that quote :)

Hugs too!
Lin.

[Pratiwi]

hey sweetie i'm really sorry to hear that... but be sure that ur grandma loves u so much more than herself... =)
dun be sad k... and i hope ur story can wake other people up that we must appreciate everything we have when they r within our hands =)
i'll remember this, lin.
take care k...
*hugs* be strong, dear coz u r. have faith in urself k =)
love ya.

[Marlina]

Thank you, I love ya too sis!

[Kelby]

I'm sorry to hear that
bye

[Marlina]

Thank you Kelby :)

[Jacelyn]

hey lin.. i'm sorry that i cant go 4 see you n your family when u have a bad day.. i'm sorry really really sorry.. im sorry to hear about ur grandma dont be regrets anymore k... be strong k..send my condolonce 2 ur family
deep hugs 4 u love...

jace

[Marlina]

When i knew none of you guys showed up at the funeral, i was actually quite upset...
But then.. Well, it's in the past.. I don't want to think of it no more..
My Grandma is already up there in the sky..
So, no hard feelins really..

Hugs,
Lin.

[Raluca Cristina]

I lost my Grandad last year, in October I think. He was only 65 or so.
I know. And I don't want to remind you of this but I wasn't around to comment on this when you posted so I just wanted to present my condoleances.
I had a dream about him last night. It was beautiful. He was doing fine, I think he's ok out there, somewhere..Be strong. She knows you love her.
HUGE HEN HUGS, sweety!

[Marlina]

*sniffles*

*Hens Hugs*